i was on a train riding through the country in Romania, only it wasn't the kind of trains we took while we were there. it was a train where i stood outside on the platform and i was holding onto a metal rail and trying not to get blown off the platform by the wind which was hitting me really hard. When the train stopped i would run past a bunch of gypsy women and grab my duffel bag and throw my belongings in it and then run back to the platform before it took off again. i didn't know anyone i was with and i was just trying to get all my stuff together and hold onto the metal rail so I wouldn't get thrown off the train.
My life is like that dream right now. im just trying to get my stuff together and hold on until the ride slows down a little and i can stand on my own two feet again. i am trying to figure out how to balance myself and become more comfortable along the way. It was really scary in my dream when the wind actually picked my feet up off the platform and the only thing keeping me on that train was holding onto the rail. The result of letting go would have been devestating, except not really because you can survive anything in a dream. i have even breathed underwater in a dream without any scuba gear (1 of probably 5 dreams i actually remember) . . . but still it could have been bad.
Sometimes life is hard and you just have to hang in there. Sometimes it feels like we are scrambling to pick up all the missing pieces and throw them together again but we just can't quite get it together. We always forget something. But it's okay. God is watching over us.
"Bear with patience thine afflictions and I [God] will give unto you success."
Alma 26: 27
The Book of Mormon
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